a circle of suns:

a weekly warming space for the orphaned creative

“In my notes I wrote, ‘once you see, you can't unsee. once you know, you can't unknow.’ I think this series is most beneficial to those who feel energetically ready to address their limiting beliefs honestly and take steps to embrace the most magical, truest version of the life they actually want. It has felt to me like a call to action.”

"The circle really gave me the space to notice my own patterns of thought and realize what has been blocking me. It was also very helpful to see some of my own experiences and challenges reflected in the other members of the group and get some perspective on it as something external to myself!"

Holding liminal space has become a specialty of mine. One of my strongest suits is my ability to allow new identities/selves to emerge and dissolve, while maintaining a core sense of self. In recent years I’ve sat with many clients who were in transitional spaces and experiencing isolation… feeling “left out in the cold.” Most of us were not taught or encouraged to listen and create from internal guidance. The call inwards can go against many external and internalized-external voices, creating a real conundrum! Turning toward the creative self that had been abandoned can, paradoxically, feel like severing from protection.

It doesn’t help that the energies of fear and anxiety are so loud right now. I’m witnessing people carving out space for themselves to slow down, to sit at the hearth of their inner flame and listen, only to get flooded by fear, anxiety, shame, guilt … sending them back into their head, into hyper mobilization, old patterning, a freeze state, cloudiness… The reprimanding voice of “I’m doing it wrong” or “I’ve fucked up” is loud for many. The energy it comes from, collectively and individually, is losing form and fighting for its survival, and I’m here to hold space with you to discern its many forms, gently lay it to rest and dissolve.

“The energetic alignment in the group was so present, and it provided me with incredible support as I started a new creative project (and a new creative chapter).”

I created a circle of suns as a warming space to hold the paradox of the orphaned creative. I will facilitate, but it is an energetic space we co-create together. I’ll be responding to the group as we go, listening to instructions for how to guide us in architecting this space. We’ll hold discussions around themes that arise on this path. One person’s insight or share can permission another’s truth to come forward even long after the meeting. There's also an invitation into the mystical here, activated by cohesion and intention. And while I hold an intention for each participant to connect to their own inner guidance, the group as a whole surfaces collective themes — a reminder that we are pieces of the whole we are here to serve.

"Loved the experience. lots of wisdom nuggets that I might have already known, but they took a bit deeper rootings in me by holding them within the circle. I particularly loved the shifting in orientation towards finances and currency, and all the super on point tarot card pulls!"

Sundays Nov 1 - Dec 6 11a - 12:15p I’ll be hosting a virtual space for those who are in a liminal space around their “work”: following internal guidance toward bringing a unique piece of themselves forward to exchange with the world. For many, that means shifting away from creating in reference to the external — shaped by limiting beliefs, social programming, financial fears, suppressing natural gifts and sensitivities to survive — toward building a flow that they are centered inside of and emanating from.

Details and Payment Options:

  • Sundays Nov 1 - Dec 6 11a - 12:15p

  • The circle will be 6 participants max.

  • 6 weeks (note: used to be 5 weeks)

  • Cost: 180 euro (usd payment options avail)

  • Cost for Patreon Paid Members: 150 euro (usd payment options avail)

  • Non-members will receive a month free Patreon Paid Tier to work with supporting breath and energy practices

  • Invitation to the group’s coapp (community platform)

  • I don’t imagine this to be a class, course, or mentorship program. I do offer 1:1 mentorship/intuitive guidance sessions on this topic and I would love to work with you. If you are interested schedule an intro call.

“I taught that webinar, felt fucking awesome. I got to bring my whole self to that space and it was really well received and such a good sort of “exposure therapy” to showing up as my current self to an old space. I couldn’t have done it without circle of suns!”

“Kyle, thank you for such a wonderful month together. it felt very affirming, and I especially appreciated the reminder to ask for "gentle" releasing as someone who has historically called in a more disruptive form of change.”

“I was pleasantly surprised by how much I liked getting up early on a sunday and doing the group! it made my day and week better which I hadn't anticipated. also how much doing it over zoom felt fine which I had felt worried about!

There’s an interesting thing that happens when you honor your inner creative light, life-force and give it space to emanate… the denser energy in your field will surface to be cleared and make more room for your true essence. “lower” energy will always give way to “higher” energy.

September Drop-In Session

SEPTEMBER 27th 11a ET 35 usd : to sign up email me nkylefreeman@gmail.com

This month's Circle of Suns drop-in will be a bit different. I want to pull tarot for each person around guidance for a specific question that comes up from this prompt. It can be directly or indirectly related - I'm not judging. x6 spots total - Everyone is welcome but priority to those who have participated previously.

LISTEN to PODCAST EPISODE: @ Min 56 thru around hour 1:01 Aidan Wachter talks more specifically about everyone having different skillsets to serve the whole and in the past neurodivergence was more about certain roles in community a person was born to serve and alot of the systems we were born into try and develop people to a particular place... he was speaking more directly to neurodivergence but it applies outside of that vocabulary framework as well. (I stumbled across this episode and listened to this only a few days ago but I can't fully remember what the episode was about - this particular point in the episode though came to mind when i sat down to work on this session)
and so after you sit with this my prompt(s) for you is/are:

  • What is a skillset/talent unique to you, comes with ease, something that you have insight/perspective on that is also beneficial to the whole. This can be vague or specific. I also want to honor here: 

    1. you don't have to know how it serves the whole

    2. if you are in a moment where nothing feels natural and you don't know what these are for you- doesn't mean they aren't there

    3. if you don't know but you feel a like frustration or passion you can't quite name and you know there is something that wants to emerge, wants space: can you describe this "energy"? or speak to it? or viscerally identify the feeling/shape of it and connect to it?

  • Does anything come to mind around how you were shaped or "educated" in a way that may not be serving your innate talents/skillsets, what comes naturally to you?

  • Where are subtle (or not so subtle) ways you may have been rebelling against this for a very long time? and by "you" i mean that very generally, your body etc. 

Also felt inclined to share, I bring these "prompts" through inspo from different peops out in the world not because I think you need to love them or what they do necessarily but as ways to connect the circle of suns space and conversation to threads of conversation happening out in the world.

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